This was a lot simpler in my head. Isn’t it always? I have been wracking my brain for weeks trying to figure out how I am going to turn my idea for this blog into an actual blog. One that someone might be interested in reading. There are a lot of things I would like to write about, but my problem is, and has been, cohesion. How can I say things in such a way that would make sense to people who don’t even know me. And my answer? I don’t fucking know. So, I am going to do what I always do, I am just going to write and see where it takes me. I am going to use my first couple of posts to give a little context in hopes that it will help anyone who may read any of the things I write understand where I am coming from, so to speak. I will start off by introducing who I am, or at least the way I see myself, and some of my theories on addiction. At least my own personal addiction issues. It is my solemn hope that anyone who may be struggling with these types of problems figure out a way to deal with them, because as you will start to see as you read on, there are some pretty viscous consequences that come along with them.